the grudge - Olivia Rodrigo

[00:00.0]the grudge (Explicit) - Olivia Rodrigo
[00:03.54]Lyrics by：Daniel Nigro/Olivia Rodrigo
[00:07.09]Composed by：Daniel Nigro/Olivia Rodrigo
[00:10.63]Produced by：Daniel Nigro/Ryan Linvill
[00:14.18]I have nightmares each week about that Friday in May
[00:17.66]One phone call from you and my entire world was changed
[00:21.61]Trust that you betrayed confusion that still lingers
[00:25.47]Took everything I loved and crushed it in between your fingers
[00:28.96]And I doubt you ever think about the damage that you did
[00:32.65]But I hold onto every detail like my life depends on it
[00:36.61]My undying love now I hold it like a grudge
[00:40.44]Now I hear your voice every time that I think I'm not enough
[00:43.62]And I try to be tough but I wanna scream
[00:47.7]How could anybody do the things you did so easily
[00:51.18]And I say I don't care I say that I'm fine
[00:55.28]But you know I can't let it go I've tried
[00:57.79]I've tried I've tried for so long
[01:02.4]It takes strength to forgive but I don't feel strong
[01:09.59]The arguments that I've won against you in my head
[01:13.15]In the shower in the car and in the mirror before bed
[01:16.44]Yeah I'm so tough when I'm alone and I make you feel so guilty
[01:20.65]And I fantasize about a time you're a little ******* sorry
[01:24.3]And I try to understand why you would do this all to me
[01:27.89]You must be insecure you must be so unhappy
[01:31.75]And I know in my heart hurt people hurt people
[01:35.57]And we both drew blood but man those cuts were never equal
[01:39.44]And I try to be tough but I wanna scream
[01:43.04]How could anybody do the things you did so easily
[01:46.54]And I say I don't care I say that I'm fine
[01:50.5]But you know I can't let it go I've tried
[01:53.04]I've tried I've tried for so long
[01:57.67]It takes strength to forgive but I don't feel strong
[02:05.07]Ooh ooh-ooh do you think I deserved it all
[02:12.64]Ooh ooh-ooh your flower's filled with vitriol
[02:19.5]You built me up to watch me fall
[02:23.3]You have everything and you still want more
[02:27.3]I try to be tough I try to be mean
[02:31.03]But even after all this you're still everything to me
[02:34.64]And I know you don't care I guess that that's fine
[02:38.77]But you know I can't let it go I've tried
[02:41.38]I've tried I've tried for so long
[02:45.83]It takes strength to forgive but I'm not quite sure I'm there yet
[02:53.61]It takes strength to forgive but