proud - H K F I F T Y O N E

[00:26.61]I still got your pictures on my phone
[00:29.75]Wonder why you thought you had to go
[00:32.92]Left me all alone and on my own
[00:35.97]Felt it coming this whole time, I shoulda' known
[00:38.53]But why, why'd you have to leave me all alone?
[00:41.58]You know how you make me feel when you ain't home
[00:44.57]My God, it's killing me inside, I hope you know
[00:47.92]Been dead in my heart for a while
[00:50.43]Though it hurts, won't let it show
[00:52.13]No time for farewells and no chances for goodbyes
[00:55.12]You disappeared forever and you left me high and dry
[00:58.41]How you gonna leave and leave me out here? Left to die
[01:01.55]You fed me to the wolves when I needed you by my side
[01:04.95]I don't wanna say nothing that's bad about you
[01:08.04]I still love you, girl, I'm still mad about you
[01:11.17]There was once a time when I would never doubt you
[01:14.40]But people change and now I have to live without you
[01:17.90]You could have just said goodbye
[01:20.61]You ghosted me, moved on with life
[01:23.72]Anxiety and all this strife
[01:27.01]And I wonder all the time if you just found a new guy
[01:31.05]I just wanna make you proud, yeah
[01:34.13]Like I used to when you vowed, yeah
[01:36.91]To never leave my side when I was down, yeah
[01:40.07]You let me sink and now I'm 'boutta drown, yeah
[01:43.93]I just wanna make you proud, yeah
[01:50.28]Like I used to when you vowed, yeah
[01:56.07]To never leave my side when I was down, yeah
[01:59.31]You let me sink and now I'm 'boutta drown, yeah
[02:05.71]You let me sink and now I'm 'boutta drown, yeah
[02:08.92]Still see your face, I can still hear your voice
[02:12.06]And I don't even wanna but I don't have any choice
[02:15.26]I try to block it out and listen to the city noise
[02:18.41]You kill me from inside and now I'm completely destroyed
[02:21.71]But the worst part is I don't know
[02:24.84]Where you are or how you are, or where'd you go
[02:28.07]You didn't say nothing, you just let me go
[02:31.13]Left me with my thoughts, left me all alone
[02:34.66]I don't wanna see your face anymore
[02:37.78]I don't wanna hear your voice anymore
[02:40.91]I don't wanna think about you anymore
[02:44.06]I don't hate you, I just can't bear it no more
[02:46.86]Your hair, your smile, your fingertips
[02:50.17]Your face, your voice, your mouth, your lips
[02:53.47]Your warmth, your laugh, your legs, your thighs
[02:56.51]Your love, your hate, your care, your eyes
[03:01.43]You just mean so much to me
[03:03.87]And the things you've done
[03:05.49]I can't... imagine how to... thank you
[03:11.02]Give back to you
[03:12.20]You're the best that's ever happened to me
[03:16.55]And I'm always gonna be here for you
[03:19.62]Now that you know, you mean everything to me
[03:23.68]I don't have a bad thing to say