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[00:15.498]I don't wanna talk
[00:19.311]I just wanna sleep it off
[00:22.897]So I can go to bed
[00:27.138]Pretend that this will somehow end
[00:30.751]I don't wanna talk
[00:35.716]I just wanna sleep it off
[00:40.074]So I can go to bed
[00:43.253]But I know that this will never end
[00:48.331]I was in Temple, Texas
[00:50.712]And I took an exit to a gas station, stopped the car
[00:53.346]Saw a young man, wearing black Vans
[00:55.594]Kinda looked like me from afar
[00:57.152]He said "Joe, I would die for you, bro
[00:59.293]Man, you a legend, I hope that you know
[01:00.856]I got your logo tattooed on my throat
[01:02.938]I stayed out hours waiting for your show
[01:04.954]You do it all even with the anxiety
[01:07.002]And honestly, that is inspiring
[01:09.215]With all the depression you put on yourself and from others
[01:12.127]That shit must get tiring"
[01:13.293]I told him "Thanks" and I drove home
[01:15.327]Going 95 in a 55
[01:17.114]I don't wanna let him down now
[01:19.025]Try'na be strong, but I don't know how
[01:20.803]I don't wanna talk
[01:23.152]I just wanna sleep it off
[01:26.653]So I can go to bed
[01:31.164]Pretend that this will somehow end
[01:34.854]I don't wanna talk
[01:39.223]I just wanna sleep it off
[01:43.504]So I can go to bed
[01:47.259]But I know that this will never end
[01:51.686]So what will it take with this broken brain?
[01:55.445]Will I go insane?
[01:56.234]Will I be the same?
[01:57.253]Will I win this game?
[01:58.160]I don't know
[01:59.212]Facing an army of fear on my own
[02:00.940]Reading reviews of my songs in my bed
[02:02.996]I lie and I say it won't get to my head
[02:04.907]Defining myself by a stranger's opinion
[02:07.129]The people around me tell me not to listen
[02:08.772]So you wanted real?
[02:10.040]Now I'm bein' it
[02:11.368]I don't wanna keep on feeling this
[02:13.552]You don't know what I've been dealing with
[02:15.255]You don't know what I've been dealing with
[02:17.219]I put all this pain in the music
[02:18.896]But every night on this stage I'm reliving it
[02:20.930]Had a panic attack every day for a year
[02:23.030]Gave me pills, I know there was no fixing it
[02:25.278]Yeah, 'cause me and mental health go way back
[02:27.682]Thought it went away but it came back
[02:29.721]Either way, I know I gotta try and face that
[02:31.635]It's how I am but I wish that I could change that
[02:40.139]I don't wanna talk
[02:43.464]I just wanna sleep it off
[02:47.184]So I can go to bed
[02:51.291]Pretend that this will somehow end
[02:55.220]I don't wanna talk
[02:58.950]I just wanna sleep it off
[03:03.629]So I can go to bed
[03:07.037]But I know that this will never end