Nightmare - Isotopes

[00:56.307]All I'm seeing is red.
[00:59.390]I'm caught inside of my head.
[01:01.845]I need to learn how to let go, and just take a breath
[01:07.279]This demon inside me.
[01:09.787]Is vicious and frightening.
[01:12.582]No remorse for the ones I love.
[01:14.698]Will he feed again? Will I let him in?
[01:17.676]Paralysed,
[01:20.027]I'm living with a nightmare.
[01:23.240]Tearing apart my loved ones
[01:25.878]I know it's not fair.
[01:28.647]Tighten the rope, I'm giving up before it's too late.
[01:33.898]I start to choke, I'm blacking out but I awaken.
[01:39.357]Is it all part of a nightmare?
[01:41.813]I'm wide awake, but not in control.
[01:44.503]Seems too overwhelming.
[01:47.272]To shake free from his hold.
[01:49.780]I feel weak at the knees.
[01:52.497]But I'm tired of losing sleep.
[01:55.161]The only way I'll break free.
[01:57.852]Fight the nightmare fighting me.
[02:00.647]I tried to kill myself December 17th
[02:04.435](What's come of me?)
[02:05.793]The person that I once was almost got the better of me
[02:10.417]I'm paralysed
[02:13.186]I'm living with a nightmare.
[02:16.608]Tearing apart my loved ones
[02:19.377]I know it's not fair.
[02:21.911]Tighten the rope, I'm giving up before it's too late.
[02:27.213]I start to choke, I'm blacking out but I awaken.
[02:32.621]I hope you know, you brought out the worst in me.
[02:56.680]I push you all away,
[02:59.161]To keep my mind at ease.
[03:01.852]The nightmare comes and takes my strength
[03:04.412]I feel I'm caving in.
[03:07.050]I'm lost within my thoughts,
[03:09.819]Deaths come to collect my soul.
[03:12.510]The reaper looks and turns away,
[03:14.626]It’s now a story to be told.
[03:17.734]Paralysed,
[03:19.432]I'm living with a nightmare.
[03:23.272]Tearing apart my loved ones
[03:25.858]I know it's not fair.
[03:28.680]Tighten the rope, I'm giving up before it's too late.
[03:33.826]I start to choke, I'm blacking out but I awaken.
[03:39.390]I can't go living with the way I feel.
[03:44.536]When you have put me through so much hell.
[03:49.891]The thought of heaven is so unreal,
[03:55.272]When I've been living through so much hell.