HONEST WITH MYSELF - Mykyl

[00:00.000] 作词 : Michael Van Wagoner
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Michael Van Wagoner
[00:06.380]Is it morning or is it afternoon
[00:09.690]Light is blinding
[00:12.110]The sunshine feels foreign on my face
[00:15.690]And all I feel like is a mistake
[00:19.410]Got an awful taste in my mouth
[00:22.150]Am I giving up too soon
[00:23.960]Wanna get up
[00:26.000]But I can't seem to muster up the strength
[00:29.590]My sanity is crumbling to waste
[00:33.400]And a solitary question remains
[00:36.630]Am I honest with myself
[00:40.230]Am I telling the truth to the face in the mirror
[00:43.870]That's scaring me now half to death
[00:47.520]Am I honest with myself
[00:51.190]Can I admit when I need help
[00:54.610]When I'm still lying in bed at three pm
[00:58.220]Saying I'll get up when I feel well enough
[01:01.820]Am I honest with myself
[01:07.010]Am I broken
[01:08.780]I used to feel alive
[01:10.880]I'm just numb now
[01:12.780]I wish I could fill this empty space
[01:16.540]Let anger or sadness take its place
[01:19.690]Cause it's better than feeling nothing at all
[01:23.030]I need somebody that I can call
[01:26.510]Someone to tell me that it's okay
[01:29.680]That I just need some serotonin in my brain
[01:33.980]But am I brave enough to say
[01:37.400]Am I honest with myself
[01:41.120]Am I telling the truth to the face in the mirror
[01:44.880]That's staring me down half to death
[01:48.250]Am I honest with myself
[01:51.730]Can I admit when I need help
[01:55.430]When I'm still lying in bed at three am
[01:58.900]Hoping I fall asleep and never wake up
[02:02.680]Am I honest with myself
[02:08.540]I don't want your pity
[02:09.970]I don't want your love
[02:11.700]I just want to be alone
[02:13.190]I just want to be alone
[02:15.400]I don't want your pity
[02:17.010]I don't want your love
[02:18.930]I just want to be alone
[02:20.530]I just want to be alone
[02:22.640]I don't want your pity
[02:24.260]I don't want your love
[02:26.190]I just want to be alone
[02:27.610]I just want to be alone
[02:29.630]I don't want your pity
[02:31.430]I don't want your love
[02:33.160]But don't you dare leave me alone
[02:34.750]Don't you dare leave me alone
[02:40.210]Am I honest with myself
[02:43.810]That I'm lost and afraid but I need to have faith
[02:47.050]It's okay if things don't always make sense
[02:51.000]Am I honest with myself
[02:54.480]With any hope that I have left
[02:58.000]I've gotta try to be brave as I get up and pray
[03:01.810]That maybe one day I will feel well enough
[03:05.190]If I'm honest with myself