Eminem Speaks - Juice WRLD

[00:00.00] 作词 : Jarad Higgins/Eminem
[00:00.24] 作曲 : Jarad Higgins/Eminem
[00:00.49]I think once I took my first Vicodin
[00:02.14]It was just like
[00:03.03]This feeling of "Ahh"
[00:05.80]You know
[00:06.11]Like everything was not only mellow
[00:08.41]But didn't feel any pain
[00:10.56]It just didn't
[00:11.49]It just kind of numbed things
[00:12.87]I don't know at what point exactly it started to be a problem
[00:17.05]I just remember likin' it more and more
[00:20.29]People try to tell me that I had a problem
[00:22.70]I would say
[00:23.16]"Get that f**kin' person out of here
[00:24.59]I can't believe they said that s**t to me
[00:26.11]They know nothin' about my f**kin' life
[00:27.40]Are they out of their f**kin' mind"
[00:29.19]I'm not out there shootin' h****n
[00:30.27]I'm not out there f**kin'
[00:32.10]You know
[00:32.66]Puttin' coke up my nose
[00:33.64]I'm not smokin' crack
[00:34.79]You're struggling with the argument of "Do you have a problem
[00:38.61]Or do you not have a problem
[00:39.72]Can you control it
[00:40.46]Or can you not"
[00:41.47]And I literally thought I could control it
[00:43.61]You're taking things that people are giving you that
[00:46.43]You don't even know what the f**k they are
[00:48.61]They look like a pill
[00:49.97]And they look they're shaped like something that you take
[00:53.54]So you take it
[00:55.19]You know
[00:56.21]Xanax
[00:56.63]Valium
[00:57.31]Tomato-tomato
[00:58.95]You know what I mean
[00:59.76]It's th-the same thing
[01:01.04]It's all in the same family
[01:01.95]F**k it
[01:02.31]Take it
[01:03.07]Had I had gotten to the hospital about two hours later
[01:06.56]I would've died
[01:07.63]My organs were shutting down
[01:09.24]My liver kidneys everything
[01:10.73]They were gonna have to put me on dialysis
[01:12.00]They didn't think I was gonna make it
[01:13.65]My bottom was gonna be death
[01:15.57]Within a month
[01:16.98]I had relapsed
[01:18.60]And shot right back up to the same amount of pills that I was taking
[01:21.83]I remember just walking around my house and thinking every single day
[01:25.50]Like "I'm gonna f**king die"
[01:28.12]Like I'm I'm looking at my kids
[01:29.45]And I need to be here for this
[01:31.01]Coming off of everything
[01:32.35]I literally was up twenty-four hours a day for three weeks straight
[01:36.44]And I mean not sleeping
[01:39.63]Not even nodding off for a f**king minute
[01:42.25]Like I was literally just up
[01:43.64]Like looking at the TV
[01:46.57]I had to regain motor skills
[01:48.60]I had to regain talking skills
[01:50.51]It's been a-a learning process
[01:52.37]Like It's been I'm growing
[01:54.76]I just couldn't believe that anybody could ever be naturally happy
[01:57.95]Or naturally function
[01:58.72]Or be just enjoying life in general
[02:01.12]Without being on something
[02:03.83]So I would say that t-to anybody that i-it does get better
[02:07.73]You know
[02:08.65]It just it does