seasonal depression - aesthetic boi

[00:15.21]I'm driving home I watch the windshield wipers wipe the rain
[00:18.93]Got my heater on to fight the frosted window panes
[00:22.62]Miss my friends I miss my sister in the northern bay
[00:26.22]Wish my family kept it simple on the holidays
[00:29.73]I'm tryna find the mirth in candy coated sugar canes
[00:33.42]I'm tryna feel the joy in all the smiles I give away
[00:36.93]I feel indifferent when I'm hanging all these decorations
[00:40.77]I just wanna feel okay
[00:43.08]But
[00:45.45]I'm frozen in the snow
[00:49.08]I don't know where to go
[00:52.89]I'm tryna find peace of mind
[01:00.0]I'm frozen in the snow
[01:03.63]And I feel like I'm on my own
[01:07.59]On christmas time
[01:12.479996]It's just
[01:12.84]Seasonal depression
[01:19.56]It's just
[01:20.31]Seasonal depression
[01:27.9]I got a baby and she really tries to numb the pain but
[01:32.009995]Mistletoe's the only way I'll give a kiss away
[01:35.369995]I just think I need to stay inside my comfort vein
[01:39.0]Hope you're okay with just curling by the fireplace
[01:42.66]I just hope that all my issues are not hurting you
[01:46.56]Just know that if I'm distant I'm not curving you
[01:50.16]I still wanna go ice skating baby swear I do
[01:53.729996]I just need to feel okay
[01:55.92]First
[01:58.35]I'm frozen in the snow
[02:01.92]I don't know where to go
[02:05.73]I'm tryna find peace of mind
[02:12.81]I'm frozen in the snow
[02:16.47]And I feel like I'm on my own
[02:20.49]On christmas time
[02:23.28]It's just
[02:25.65]Seasonal depression
[02:32.4]It's just
[02:33.15]Seasonal depression
[02:40.92]If you feel this way I know that you will be ok and
[02:44.55]If you give it time I promise it'll go away
[02:48.15]I been there before with complicated holidays but
[02:51.95999]If you give it time I promise it'll be okay
[02:55.41]I love the decorations where santa crashed his sleigh
[02:59.1]Love hot chocolate with some cinnamon and candy canes
[03:02.61]I love the cold so we can warm up in this winter blanket
[03:06.39]With the snow falling down on this december day
[03:10.32]Seasonal depression
[03:13.77]If you feel this way I know that you will be ok