the grudge - Olivia Rodrigo

[00:00.0]the grudge - Olivia Rodrigo
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[00:03.49]Lyrics by：Daniel Nigro/Olivia Rodrigo
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[00:06.99]Composed by：Daniel Nigro/Olivia Rodrigo
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[00:10.48]Produced by：Daniel Nigro/Ryan Linvill
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[00:13.98]I have nightmares each week 'bout that Friday in May
[00:17.62]每周梦魇缠身 全是关于五月的那个周五
[00:17.62]One phone call from you and my entire world was changed
[00:21.72]你一个电话过来 搅得我的世界天翻地覆
[00:21.72]Trust that you betrayed confusion that still lingers
[00:25.3]为何你要背叛我对你的信任 我百思不得其解
[00:25.3]Took everything I loved and crushed it in between your fingers
[00:29.0]肆意夺走我所爱的一切 不屑一顾用手指轻轻捏碎
[00:29.0]And I doubt you ever think about the damage that you did
[00:32.29]我心存疑虑 是否你曾反思过自己造成的伤害
[00:32.29]But I hold onto every detail like my life depends on it
[00:36.73]但我执着于每一个细节 就像我赖以生存的一切
[00:36.73]My undying love now I hold it like a grudge
[00:40.17]我那永恒的爱啊 如今反叫我怀恨在心
[00:40.17]And I hear your voice every time that I think I'm not enough
[00:43.59]每当感叹自己不够好的时候 你的声音就会在耳边传来
[00:43.59]And I try to be tough but I wanna scream
[00:47.56]我努力表现得足够坚强 其实内心无比想大声尖叫
[00:47.56]How could anybody do the things you did so easily
[00:51.19]不会有人能够如此轻易地做到像你这样
[00:51.19]And I say I don't care I say that I'm fine
[00:55.29]我嘴上说不在乎 跟人说我没事
[00:55.29]But you know I can't let it go
[00:57.14]但你知道 我难以释怀
[00:57.14]I've tried I've tried I've tried for so long
[01:02.48]我努力了 我尽力了 过了这么久还是很难放下
[01:02.48]It takes strength to forgive but I don't feel strong
[01:09.33]原谅需要莫大的勇气 但我其实没那么坚强
[01:09.33]The arguments that I've won against you in my head
[01:12.91]我脑海里想象跟你吵架吵赢了
[01:12.91]In the shower in the car and in the mirror before bed
[01:16.37]在浴室里 在车上 晚上坐在镜子前 依然回味无穷
[01:16.37]Yeah I'm so tough when I'm alone and I make you feel so guilty
[01:20.47]自己独处时 我表现得很坚强 这让你深感内疚
[01:20.47]And I fantasize about a time you're a little ******* sorry
[01:24.04]我幻想着有一天你感到愧疚 哪怕只是一丝歉意
[01:24.04]And I try to understand why you would do this all to me
[01:27.979996]我绞尽脑汁地想 为何你要如此对我
[01:27.979996]You must be insecure you must be so unhappy
[01:31.68]你一定是缺乏安全感 一定很不快乐
[01:31.68]And I know in my heart hurt people hurt people
[01:35.509995]我知道我内心会想 受伤的人才会想着去伤害别人
[01:35.509995]And we both drew blood but man those cuts were never equal
[01:39.05]我们都经历过创伤 可是 这些伤害永远不能相提并论
[01:39.05]And I try to be tough but I wanna scream
[01:42.89]我努力表现得足够坚强 其实内心无比想大声尖叫
[01:42.89]How could anybody do the things you did so easily
[01:46.33]不会有人能够如此轻易地做到像你这样
[01:46.33]And I say I don't care I say that I'm fine
[01:50.66]我嘴上说不在乎 跟人说我没事
[01:50.66]But you know I can't let it go
[01:52.53]但你知道 我难以释怀
[01:52.53]I've tried I've tried I've tried for so long
[01:57.66]我努力了 我尽力了 过了这么久还是很难放下
[01:57.66]It takes strength to forgive but I don't feel strong
[02:05.0]原谅需要莫大的勇气 但我其实没那么坚强
[02:05.0]Ooh do you think I deserved it all
[02:12.44]你觉得我就应该承受这一切吗
[02:12.44]Ooh your flowers filled with vitriol
[02:19.55]你真是一株带刺的玫瑰
[02:19.55]You built me up to watch me fall
[02:22.86]你把我捧得如此之高 然后又把我狠狠摔落在地
[02:22.86]You have everything and you still want more
[02:27.02]你明明拥有了一切 却还贪得无厌 得寸进尺
[02:27.02]I try to be tough I try to be mean
[02:31.08]我努力表现得足够坚强 尽力让自己看起来尖酸刻薄
[02:31.08]But even after all this you're still everything to me
[02:34.31]但即使经历了这么多 你依然是我的全部
[02:34.31]And I know you don't care I guess that that's fine
[02:38.68]我知道你满不在乎 我想那也没什么大不了
[02:38.68]But you know I can't let it go
[02:40.63]但你知道 我难以释怀
[02:40.63]I've tried I've tried I've tried for so long
[02:45.9]我努力了 我尽力了 过了这么久还是很难放下
[02:45.9]It takes strength to forgive but I'm not quite sure I'm there yet
[02:53.52]原谅需要莫大的勇气 但我不确定自己是否已经做到了
[02:53.52]It takes strength to forgive but
[02:58.052]原谅需要莫大的勇气