The Outside is Raining - Rex Kitty

[00:00.000] 作词 : Rex Kitty
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Else
[00:04.246]原曲： Else
[00:17.775]I had that bad dream again last night
[00:20.213]Everyone love me all left so I cried
[00:22.717]I've always been lost so I lie
[00:24.992]I lie to people, to myself that I died
[00:27.477]I am missing in the reality
[00:29.231]So I'm hiding in the world I imagined
[00:31.485]I use music to protect myself
[00:33.257]but I still feel sad, and the outside is raining
[00:36.757]In the nightmare the sky was so grey
[00:38.751]I saw a tombstone in front of me
[00:41.023]That's my own grave cuz my name is on it
[00:43.509]I dig it out, saw the person I don't wanna be
[00:46.015]When half my vision turned dark
[00:48.019]I've never seen so clearly my heart
[00:50.274]A voice called my name, smile on her rotten face
[00:52.936]She's laughing, and I just runaway
[00:55.703]Every morning I wake up with my demon
[00:57.447]It turned to most part of me at some point
[00:59.954]Keeping pissed me off that's what it does
[01:02.210]I tried to kick it out to relax for a moment
[01:04.723]My arms are shackled the chains are so cold
[01:07.221]I'm locked in a dungeon no lights come in through the window
[01:09.750]People come and talk, no one can get me out
[01:11.980]But I still pray, somebody bring me a rainbow
[01:14.236]The outside is raining
[01:16.250]Where I stand is raining
[01:18.741]My whole world is raining
[01:20.995]There is always raining
[01:23.502]The outside is raining
[01:25.756]Where I stand is raining
[01:28.260]My whole world is raining
[01:30.515]There is always raining
[01:33.021]
[01:54.069]S***……
[02:00.583]S***, I can’t do this,
[02:03.086]I can’t, I just……
[02:06.842]God d*** it!
[02:08.609]
[02:09.848]Let me tell you a story
[02:11.100]There was a boy, when his sky turns gray, he was destroyed
[02:14.723]It was supposed to be his best age, but dreams are gone
[02:18.040]Because he left that place
[02:19.291]Then he started headache
[02:20.793]Pills like life support, it keeps hundreds day
[02:23.048]He lost faith, he couldn't even look his friends in the face
[02:26.053]Screamed to the girl he loved get out of his way
[02:28.808]Pressures from all the ways, doubts from his mates
[02:31.313]He couldn't wait, he tried to runaway
[02:33.317]But he always says he's Okay
[02:35.072]Even friends knew that's a lie, they never found a better way
[02:38.335]Too many mistakes, he knew how is that tasted
[02:40.831]Finally no one stay, he felt betrayed
[02:42.586]Until that day, the devil came for a trade
[02:44.841]Since that day, his heart turned to a seed of rage
[02:47.847]I'll keep looking for a place where is no pains
[02:50.103]Demons behind me, its whisper such annoying
[02:51.858]Blood on my hands, I know it's coming
[02:54.363]In the warm house, I see angles are laughing
[02:56.868]It just a beginning
[02:57.870]Satan's hunting
[02:59.374]It loves my scar，am I still a human being
[03:01.648]I think I’m dying, stop breathing
[03:03.398]Just listen
[03:04.636]The outside is raining