it’s been a blur...(Explicit) - DempseyRollBoy

[01:32.0]作词 : Jacob Loaiza
[01:32.0]作曲 : Jacob Loaiza
[01:32.0][Verse
[01:32.0]2020 took my heart and broke it
[01:32.0]Almost slit my throat, I lost my mind, I lost my focus
[01:32.0]I’lI keep it real with y’all, I died inside, my life eroded
[01:32.0]Self destruction, I can’t blame a thing but my emotions
[01:32.0]Especially in the moment
[01:32.0]I was too depressed to sleep, I couldn’t even blink
[01:32.0]I just wanted to run away, all I did was drink
[01:32.0]Anything to numb all the pain, I didn’t wanna think
[01:32.0]Constantly repeating mistakes, repenting on a beat
[01:32.0]I don't even know where I been at, I guess it’s been a blur
[01:32.0]I thought I had **** figured out but tables turn and bridges burn
[01:32.0]The grass is never greener, on the other side, it’s always dirt
[01:32.0]I’m wise beyond my years but like they say, “there’s always more to learn "
[01:32.0]**** the money, **** the notoriety, I spit the truth
[01:32.0]Music is my outlet and without it, I’d be ****in' doomed
[01:32.0]I don't give a **** if I don't blow up, y’all know who is who
[01:32.0]The industry could suck my ****, it’s sick, I’m stayin’ far removed
[01:32.0]Now I’m seeing clearly, I just wanna find some happiness
[01:32.0]Without it depending on someone else, that’s not what happy is
[01:32.0]Loving yourself for being yourself is what it actually is
[01:32.0]Healing myself instead of killing myself, I wanna live
[01:32.0][Outro
[01:32.0]DempseyRollBoy, in a world of my own
[01:32.0]Yeah, just cry
[01:32.0]Just cry