The Search (cover: NF) - 东京炸市松

[00:08.460]Hey Nate,how's life?
[00:10.590]I don’ t know,it's alright
[00:12.300]I've been dealin’ with some things like every human being
[00:14.430]And reallydidn't sleep much last night Last night
[00:16.500]I'm sorry,that's fine
[00:18.510]I just think I need a little me time
[00:20.460]I just think I need a little free time
[00:22.200]Little break from the shows and the bus rides Bus rides, yeah
[00:24.660]Last year I had a breakdown
[00:26.220]Thoughtstellin' meI'm lost,gettin' too loud
[00:28.200]Had to see a therapist and I found out
[00:30.240]Somethin' funny’ s goin’ on up in my house
[00:32.280]Yeah, startedthinkin' maybe I should move out
[00:34.200]You know, pack my car, take a new route
[00:36.180]Clean up my yard, get the noose out
[00:38.250]Hang up my heart, let it air out Air out
[00:40.500]I’ ve beensearchin'
[00:41.520]What does that mean, Nate?I've been learning
[00:43.560]Grabbin' my keepsakes, leavin’ my burdens
[00:45.570]Well, I brought a few with me,I'm not perfect
[00:47.550]Lookin' at the view like this concerns me
[00:49.500]Pickin' up the cues, right?I'm quite nervous
[00:51.540]Hate it when I lose sight, life gets blurry
[00:53.520]And things might hurt me
[00:54.450]It's prolly gonna be a long journey, but hey! But hey!
[00:56.790]It's worth it though
[00:57.690]Cold world out there, kids, grab your coats
[00:59.850]Been a minute, I know, nowI'm back to roam
[01:01.710]Lookin' for the antidote to crack the code
[01:03.780]Pretty vivid; I admit it,I'm in classic mode
[01:05.730]Don't need pity given to me but Ican't condone
[01:07.770]Talkin' down to me,I'ma have to crack your nose
[01:09.690]Forcrackin' jokes
[01:10.560]I'mlookin' for the map to hope, you seen it? You seen it?
[01:12.450]Beenmakin' a whole lot of changes
[01:14.220]Wrote a song about that, you should play it
[01:16.230]I get scared when I walk on these stages
[01:18.000]I look at the crowd and see so many faces, yeah
[01:20.460]That's when I start to get anxious
[01:22.440]That's when my thoughts can be dangerous
[01:24.390]That's when I put on my makeup and drown in self- hatred
[01:26.970]Forget whatI'm saying, and
[01:29.250]Where'd the beat go?
[01:30.570]Oh,ain't thatsomethin'?
[01:31.860]Drums came in, youain't see thatcomin'
[01:33.900]Hands on my head,can't tell menothin'
[01:35.730]Got a taste of the fame, and it pumped my stomach
[01:38.010]Throw it back up like Idon't want it
[01:39.990]Wipe my face, clean up my vomit
[01:41.910]OCD, tryna push my buttons
[01:43.860]I saiddon't touch it, nowy'all done it
[01:46.020]I can be critical, never typical
[01:47.580]Intricate with every syllable,I'm a criminal
[01:49.560]Intimate, but never political, pretty visual
[01:51.540]Even if you hate it,I'll make it feel likeyou're in it though
[01:53.400]You call me what you wanna, but never call me forgettable
[01:55.500]Leave you deep in thought, I could never swim in the kiddie pool
[01:57.510]Way that I beenthinkin' this cinematic is beautiful
[01:59.430]Man, Idon't know ifI'mmakin' movies or music videos
[02:01.650]Videos, videos