Used To(Explicit) - CalenRaps

[00:00.41]Used To (Explicit) - CalenRaps
[00:01.14]Lyrics by：Calen Raps
[00:01.8]Composed by：Calen Raps
[00:16.13]We used to have discussions
[00:18.24]Now we can't talk to each other
[00:19.64]'Cuz it feels like I'm interrupting
[00:22.3]Act like you listening
[00:23.74]You never listen
[00:24.57]You don't hear nothing
[00:26.7]Last night I thought 'bout our last time *******
[00:29.11]Had you walking round here blushing
[00:30.88]Talking 'bout adjustments
[00:31.84]Now I ain't budging
[00:32.84]'Cuz anything to I've I already gave
[00:34.86]You ain't gon get it till I'm gone in a grave
[00:36.87]And if you ever need me
[00:37.83]I be hiding in a cave
[00:38.88]'Cuz even real n***** get tired of being brave
[00:40.97]I remember sitting outside all day
[00:43.03]Waiting on love
[00:43.99]Like I'm waiting on a play
[00:45.13]But you ain't never come back around my way
[00:47.19]But even if you did I knew you wasn't gonna stay
[00:49.31]Tired of being hurt
[00:51.03]Told I ain't worth ****
[00:51.97]Never told you I was perfect
[00:53.4]Insecurities make me feel uncertain
[00:55.56]You tell me calm down but I keep on cursing
[00:57.66]I wish I could love you as deep as I'm hurting
[00:59.64]But I don't open up I just keep a closed curtain
[01:01.67]And this might've worked back when we was both virgins
[01:03.72]But I done seen to many people change versions bae
[01:06.19]And I know you ain't ever gon trust me
[01:07.93]I know You ain't ever gon touch me
[01:09.32]The way that you used to
[01:10.49]But I don't want nobody else
[01:11.86]'Cuz I don't wanna know nobody
[01:13.53]In the way that I knew you
[01:15.07]Hands on like I'm taking off Bluetooth
[01:16.71]Anything just to show you that I'm here
[01:18.59]Pouring up liquor while I'm pouring out tears
[01:20.75]Not supporting you might've been my poorest idea
[01:22.87]I miss driving around looking for an ikea
[01:24.58]And everything else about the last 4 or 5 years
[01:26.9]Ever since you left me I've been avoiding my fears
[01:28.979996]Too porcelain to ever be the voice of my peers
[01:31.11]I am easily broken
[01:32.96]And it's hard to keep things in motion
[01:35.770004]Six weeks since we spoken
[01:37.630005]I just hope you reach out to me
[01:45.28]Got me halfway off the balcony
[01:50.78]Falling
[01:54.31]I just hope you reach out to me