the grudge(Explicit) - Vikki Leigh

[00:00.05]the grudge (Explicit) - Vikki Leigh
[00:00.86]Lyrics by：Daniel Leonard Nigro/Olivia Rodrigo
[00:01.09]Composed by：Daniel Leonard Nigro/Olivia Rodrigo
[00:13.0]I have nightmares each week about that Friday in May
[00:16.66]One phone call from you and my entire world was changed
[00:20.35]Trust that you betrayed confusion that still lingers
[00:23.97]Took everything I loved and crushed it in between your fingers
[00:28.01]And I doubt you ever think about the damage that you did
[00:31.42]But I hold onto every detail like my life depends on it
[00:35.48]My undying love now I hold it like a grudge
[00:39.03]And I hear your voice every
[00:40.65]Time that I think I'm not enough
[00:42.71]And I try to be tough but I wanna scream
[00:46.65]How could anybody do the things you did so easily
[00:50.4]And I say I don't care I say that I'm fine
[00:54.1]But you know I can't let it go
[00:56.15]I've tried I've tried I've tried for so long
[01:01.15]It takes strength to forgive but I don't feel strong
[01:08.3]The arguments that I have won against you in my head
[01:11.979996]In the shower in the car
[01:13.46]And in the mirror before bed
[01:15.5]Yeah I'm so tough when I'm
[01:16.729996]Alone and I make you feel so guilty
[01:19.42]And I fantasize about a time
[01:21.53]You're a little ******* sorry
[01:23.43]And I try to understand why
[01:25.06]You would do this all to me
[01:26.79]You must be insecure you must be so unhappy
[01:30.82]And I know in my heart hurt people hurt people
[01:34.59]And we both drew blood but man those cuts were never equal
[01:37.990005]And I try to be tough but I wanna scream
[01:41.93]How could anybody do the things you did so easily
[01:45.66]And I say I don't care I say that I'm fine
[01:49.46]But you know I can't let it go
[01:51.509995]I've tried I've tried I've tried for so long
[01:56.630005]It takes strength to forgive but I don't feel strong
[02:04.0]Ooh do you think I deserved it all
[02:11.31]Ooh your flowers filled with vitriol
[02:18.39]You built me up to watch me fall
[02:22.24]You have everything and you still want more
[02:26.02]I try to be tough I try to be mean
[02:29.99]But even after all this you're still everything to me
[02:33.45999]And I know you don't care I guess that that's fine
[02:37.66]But you know I can't let it go
[02:39.63]I've tried I've tried I've tried for so long
[02:44.68]It takes strength to forgive
[02:47.05]But I'm not quite sure I'm there yet
[02:52.67]It takes strength to forgive but