the grudge - Vikki Leigh

[00:00.39]the grudge - Vikki Leigh
[00:01.2]Lyrics by：Daniel Leonard Nigro/Olivia Rodrigo
[00:01.43]Composed by：Daniel Leonard Nigro/Olivia Rodrigo
[00:13.08]I have nightmares each week about that Friday in May
[00:16.71]One phone call from you and my entire world was changed
[00:20.42]Trust that you betrayed confusion that still lingers
[00:24.29]Took everything I loved and crushed it
[00:26.56]In between your fingers
[00:28.06]And I doubt you ever think about the damage that you did
[00:31.48]But I hold onto every detail like my life depends on it
[00:35.81]My undying love now I hold it like a grudge
[00:39.15]And I hear your voice every time that
[00:41.14]I think I'm not enough
[00:42.79]And I try to be tough but I wanna scream
[00:46.81]How could anybody do the things you did so easily
[00:50.37]And I say I don't care I say that I'm fine
[00:54.19]But you know I can't let it go
[00:56.02]I've tried I've tried I've tried for so long
[01:01.24]It takes strength to forgive but I don't feel strong
[01:08.34]The arguments that I have won against you in my head
[01:11.979996]In the shower in the car and in the mirror before bed
[01:15.42]Yeah I'm so tough when I'm alone and
[01:17.72]I make you feel so guilty
[01:19.55]And I fantasize about a time you're a little
[01:22.08]******* sorry
[01:23.41]And I try to understand why you would
[01:25.5]Do this all to me
[01:26.88]You must be insecure you must be so unhappy
[01:30.75]And I know in my heart hurt people hurt people
[01:34.64]And we both drew blood but man
[01:36.65]Those cuts were never equal
[01:38.35]And I try to be tough but I wanna scream
[01:41.91]How could anybody do the things you did so easily
[01:45.55]And I say I don't care I say that I'm fine
[01:49.380005]But you know I can't let it go
[01:51.479996]I've tried I've tried I've tried for so long
[01:56.490005]It takes strength to forgive but I don't feel strong
[02:04.02]Ooh do you think I deserved it all
[02:11.57]Ooh your flowers filled with vitriol
[02:18.33]You built me up to watch me fall
[02:22.44]You have everything and you still want more
[02:26.09]I try to be tough I try to be mean
[02:29.99]But even after all this you're still everything to me
[02:33.49]And I know you don't care I guess that that's fine
[02:37.65]But you know I can't let it go
[02:39.68]I've tried I've tried I've tried for so long
[02:44.69]It takes strength to forgive
[02:46.95999]But I'm not quite sure I'm there yet
[02:52.57]It takes strength to forgive but