SELF SABOTAGE - 8corpses

[02:17.0]People want lyrical depth
[02:17.0]I want literal death
[02:17.0]too many steps
[02:17.0]Lookin at life
[02:17.0]Like come on
[02:17.0]what’s next
[02:17.0]BING bong
[02:17.0]still
[02:17.0]On my hustle
[02:17.0]like a Girl Scout
[02:17.0]Slangin tag alongs
[02:17.0]My brain is a sandbox for my demons
[02:17.0]notebook is a
[02:17.0]Playground for
[02:17.0]my demons composition
[02:17.0]Sorry if my terms aren’t in layman’s
[02:17.0]Let the
[02:17.0]wild roam free
[02:17.0]If I didn’t have this outlet
[02:17.0]My name
[02:17.0]would of
[02:17.0]been accompanied
[02:17.0]by an R I P
[02:17.0]Debilitating OCD
[02:17.0]ADD
[02:17.0]Rampant irritability
[02:17.0]Momento Mori
[02:17.0]Medias contaminating minds like dysentery
[02:17.0]Catapulted myself to misfortune
[02:17.0]Usually ponder about dying often
[02:17.0]The fact this life has no reason
[02:17.0]Is ironically
[02:17.0]a reason to keep livin
[02:17.0]People will hate you
[02:17.0]No matter if you say somethin
[02:17.0]or do Nothing
[02:17.0]They just hating
[02:17.0]cause you are somethin
[02:17.0]I remember plenty of times
[02:17.0]Thinking that was
[02:17.0]the moment that did me in
[02:17.0]where I would no longer
[02:17.0]be coherent again
[02:17.0]People are vampires
[02:17.0]Giving them attention is basically
[02:17.0]Like watering dead flowers
[02:17.0]Waged war with the person
[02:17.0]I’ve seen in the mirrors
[02:17.0]accretion of grim chatter
[02:17.0]is the battleground
[02:17.0]I came to encounter
[02:17.0]That hole within
[02:17.0]I couldn’t seem to counter
[02:17.0]As I stare blankly with my
[02:17.0]Hands on the counter
[02:17.0]USED TO HAVE
[02:17.0]Lysergic on the sugar cube
[02:17.0]Lying on my back
[02:17.0]wondering what I’m supposed to do
[02:17.0]Is it an issue
[02:17.0]I have issues
[02:17.0]What am I morphing into
[02:17.0]People want lyrical depth
[02:17.0]I want literal death
[02:17.0]too many steps
[02:17.0]Lookin at life
[02:17.0]Like come on
[02:17.0]what’s next
[02:17.0]Some people can be hearing you
[02:17.0]but not listening to you
[02:17.0]These Thoughts get Intrusive
[02:17.0]Neurotropic nuisance
[02:17.0]Basically I’m not basic
[02:17.0]Not always based with my music
[02:17.0]Brain isn’t in order
[02:17.0]like a numeric