0107 - After Thoughts

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[00:19.32]I’ve been worried of not loving
[00:21.09]before loving you
[00:22.92]I’ve been wanting to not want you
[00:24.78]before having you
[00:27.03]and although I’d like to think
[00:28.47]I’m never earning your love
[00:30.93]It hurts me more that I never tried
[00:34.83]Thinking of getting hurt before getting you
[00:38.58]Will you know if I’m away for day or two
[00:42.09]Trying my best to see the worst of all the bad things
[00:45.6]But when I fall it hurts even more
[00:50.34]So I so I
[00:53.67]didn’t really wanna write this
[00:58.08]Cuz I cuz I
[01:00.96]never thought of showing a thing
[01:03.39]to you to you
[01:08.58]you will never know
[01:12.42]you will never know
[01:14.28]the reasons that I hid
[01:16.17]behind my laughs and lies
[01:19.68]oh I won’t cry for you
[01:35.43]Baby I’ve been worried of you running
[01:37.2]before loving you
[01:39.36]scared that I would scare you off
[01:41.28]by giving more
[01:43.32]and although I’m used to
[01:44.25]giving all to all the wrong things
[01:46.95]with you I always held in my love
[01:51.03]Worried I might hurt you before holding you
[01:54.84]Are you sure you’re okay with a scar or two
[01:58.32]trying my best to see the worst of all the bad things
[02:02.25]But I still fall and it still hurts
[02:06.51]So I so I
[02:09.87]didn’t really wanna write this
[02:14.25]Cuz I cuz I
[02:17.13]never thought of showing a thing
[02:19.65]to you to you
[02:24.78]you will never know
[02:28.59]you will never know
[02:30.54001]oh all my thoughts behind those laughs and lies
[02:35.88]oh I won’t cry for you
[03:14.85]oh I won’t cry for you