Nothingness Lies Coiled at the Heart of Being (It’s Such a Good Feeling) - Short Fictions

[00:00.000] 作曲 : Sam T Treber
[00:00.384] I am out here sweating in short-shorts and tee shirts in
[00:07.101] late October soon we’ll be underwater,
[00:10.808] oh I know that shortly we’ll be dying
[00:14.091] and I’d really rather take my own life now than
[00:21.058] get caught up in big storms and hurricanes,
[00:24.451] floods and droughts are side effects of climate change
[00:27.867]
[00:28.020] I say the same thing over and over again,
[00:35.029] I say the same, same thing.
[00:39.920] “You should over write songs about girls and your friends”
[00:47.713] but I say the same, same thing
[00:55.439]
[00:55.603] I’d like to run away,
[00:59.414] I think about it every day,
[01:02.637] always on the back of my mind
[01:05.981]
[01:09.075] I’ll sleep inside my car,
[01:11.875] on the turnpike leaving Pittsburgh never to return again
[01:19.166]
[01:19.328] and I hate the sound of my voice,
[01:25.442] screaming billionaires could die and we’d be all right,
[01:33.591] or that we could live forever
[01:40.492] or die out in thirty years and that’ll be all right
[01:46.655]
[01:53.346] take off your shoes and make yourself at home
[01:55.902] I’m always here alone inside my bedroom,
[01:58.117] I know I’ll never hurt the ones that I love,
[02:00.586] all of my friends are never gonna die now
[02:02.536]
[02:02.691] I always feel so plain and still,
[02:07.341] I might not exist at all,
[02:12.423] but I persist if all of this might mean something to someone
[02:22.701]
[02:45.140] but it’s not enough to go on,
[02:49.193] no it’s not enough,
[02:55.869] no it’s not enough to go on,
[03:01.019] you’re not trying hard enough,
[03:07.536] but it’s not enough to go on,
[03:12.234] no it’s not enough,
[03:20.062] but it’s not enough to go on,
[03:25.542] you’re not trying at all
[03:31.422]
[03:31.607] “I can’t! I won’t! I know I’m alone”
[03:36.186] rang the band’s record,
[03:38.424] I was so enthralled
[03:40.890]
[03:41.032] “I can’t! I won’t!”
[03:42.679] no not on my own,
[03:44.880] should I just shut up?
[03:47.092] No one’s listening
[03:49.217]
[03:49.400] “It’s such a good feeling to know you’re alive”